Am I dumb? Or the dumbest?
Just as when I thought I'm doing well in academics.. I was actually performing not as good as what I think of...Yesterday, I received the result of my Comprehension test in Englone... And guess what?! I FAILED! Something new! Bwawahaha! But the thing is, I'm doing everything I could just to be "okay"... But nothing seemed to have helped me in anyway... I still failed... All the effort I did, contributed nothing for me... So this question came to my mind... "Am I dumb? Or the dumbest?"..
I feel like a lighting had struck me... Somehow I can't take it... Because I know I did my best... But my best wasn't just good enough! Sounds familiar?!?! haha! But it is true! And another thing is, I'm not used to get this kind of grade! Excuse me if you think I'm boastful... But what the heck! It hurts! =(
Maybe this is the right situation to apply what I've learned.... which is to ACCEPT... There's nothing I can do but to mourn... And this would not help me in anyway... So I must accept this... It is part of life, the lessons I could learn from it...
posted by Don @ 8:22 PM
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